Sarah and Alan

Alan was not exactly what you would call a dreamer boy. He was rather easy going guy and sometimes he could be quite shy or all the opposite, an outstanding person. I think that outstanding could be traced back to his adolescent before he had it all weird up.
He knew his girlfriend several years ago....they hit it off straight away. They went through years, problems, splits up, and makes up. Until after their break and subsequent make up, he was not the same. If you had the chance to look at him, you would see a spinach. A liveless glassy look... you could tell he wss not okay. He could keep in silence for hours, i mean...weird silence. That kind of noisy silence, Alan felt and perceived the strangest people near him were laughing at him. Even known people, relative and friends, he distrusted them in every easy chat. Alan himself felt an stranger.
He would keep comparing himself with Sarah's lover, or who he thought Sarah's lover was. He was comparing and killing himself. Looking at the mirror, he whispered himself his eyes were not colourful enough, his mouth was not geometrically shaped, his shoulders were not strong nor rounded enough. That's how he killed himself withouth even noticing it. He had not a voice...he would repeat everything you say to him. He was as empty as a derelict house. However, he was in lovee with her. She stubbed him with comparative words. She also destroyed him. She cunningly flattered and stabbed him. Little by little, Alan disappeared and never came back from him comparative vicous circle.